well i just got home from my family vacation. going anywhere with my family is like being chained to your worst enemies. my family does not get along with each other at all. and being gone with them for a week makes me want to strangle myself. we have nothing in common and have a secret hateful relationship from the rest of the world. i can not stand them. but now im home wanting to use but have no ones numbers because my phone toook a shit. so since ive lost some of your numbers please send them to me either on here or at my email because being out of contact with people i need to talk to makes me insane. tropicalparadise@windstream.net THANKS
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Hey Liz,you have my e mail,drop me a line.I know evenwhen our whole family is on a 10 day vacation or something we may start to grate on each other.We at times need our space .Whatever you do "just don't use" that will just continue to complicate things.You know clean time doesnt equal recovery but somedays,sometimes it is our only best asset.Hang on CALL SOMEONE NOW okay...I'll drop you a line tonight after meeting..........Hang on,I know for me when I get squirrely I try and reach out and help someone else, helps takes the squirrel out of me!!!
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Liz, we never spoke on the phone and I never had your number, but if you would like to communicate with me outside this forum then send me an email. Reaching out is a life saver. peace.
hey Liz..I just sent you an email..shoot one back anytime...I know sometimes being around family can be challenging..I have learned not to feed into my role..the one I always played with them..and not work hard at trying to fix / change them..Acceptance is the key..and when I know I am in danger, emotionally, or spiritually...I take care of myself..and don't be a part of..I don't have to hang / be with them...even on occassions..Today..even today I have to take care of myself..