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Manon


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sitting her watching movies to take up time in this broken souled addict watching "fear" and one of the many songs that (doc) referred me too is in the soundtract i hear it in the background realizing his riddles are still unravling part of me filled with fear part of me hurting so bad inside still not knowing what is true or not so true...either way my eyes fill with tear as i listen to the delicate words placed so poeticly presise FEAR is how i have lived for years uncertain of intentions and afraid i will never have the real deal caus i fucked it up my heart still misses that asshole but i know its not heathy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oVry-KKNTzg&feature=related

this isn't the version from the movie i believe its the origanl writers but i listen to the words and things in my caoyic mind start to make sense again and the pain resurfaces

Marcus please let me go you riddles are still unraveling in my head i need quiet and how can i do that if evverything around me is infected with you?



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avid


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It really troubles me to see you in chronic emotional pain.
I too have alot of fears about things over which i have no control
Many mornings upon waking, my thoughts turn immediately to my fears.
I have found that i can replace thoughts and feelings of fear with faith and hope
by praying.
Prayer changes my mood from anxious to calm.
I used to rely on drugs to quiet my fears, now I rely on my Higher Power.
Instead of poisonous substances I find refuge in God's love.
I believe that God can do for me what i cannot do for myself.
I believe that He wants me to be happy and free, not driven by fear.
Prayer has become such an important part of my life.
By praying I come into conscious contact with the God of my understanding.
I am never alone.
Wishing you all peace Manon.

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Manon ,you just take care of yourself ,just try and let some of it go,maybe.Wishing peace and love.

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