Welcome buddy, your at the right place at the right time. Keeo coming back no matter what, and remember you never have to use again, ever, no matter what !!!
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!
What is said doesn't matter as much as that something is said. Which is one reason meetings are so important.
I am sure I didn't hear about the 12 steps and say wow that's exactly what i needed. Instead I raced for my car and took off asap. But there was something in the 2nd step that floored me....... that I could become sane. Never was, and knew I never would be....until I heard it said...... something might actually, maybe just maybe, be able to make me sane.
hey i am not even gonna lie i am high right now i mean not high as in that warm place but just maintaing my high,i am 24 with no job no friends no education and a bottle full of pills i cant sleep without them i cant fuck without them i cant even be bothered to be nice without them i am throwing my life away and i can see it and i dont know what to do i tryed rehab and it was a joke all i could see was the greed of the place and iwhen i was out i was high within a week that was less then a year ago my family thinks i am sober and fine but i am always high when i am not i cant be bothred to be awake i recently lost my friend and she is a drugie too and she said i was sick and i know she is right but when i was sober i hated myself i felt like a monster and i couldnt be that person so i get high now and its worse cause i am always just a few feet from happiness and three feet closer to the grave i dont wanna die from an overdose but i dont wanna live with myself either how did you concure this?
