Let God light your path my friend!!When you see only that one set of footprints in the sand , be aware that you are being carried!!! When you heart is bereft of peace and it is hard to remember happiness,call to mind the steadfast love of God,that His mercies never cease or come to an end,they are new every morning!!Therefore hope in God!! Love you my friend!!
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
A Day Clean is a Day Won. Sure life can seem to suck at times, for me when life seems the suckiest it's a sign my spiritual house is not in order. Life is just like a bed of roses, and while beautiful those suckers have some bad ass thorns! Yin and Yang, good and bad, can't have or appreciate one without the other.
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Work the Steps or Die MF. (My Friend :) Clean One Day At a Time by The Grace of God through The Power of NA
We have to get used to feeling a little pain and not letting it ruin our day, aint a day goes by perfect for me theres always some damn thing throws a curve and i have to adapt and accept it, and not be a immature baby and throw a tantrum
I'm also wondering if this might be a contributing factor.
It was just recently that you played at a mega-stadium with movie stars and recording artists in front of a half million people. You performed solo's and received accolades. I gotta tell you Raman, going back to living life on life's terms after a rush like that would be a let down for anyone. Give yourself a break. We all still love you.
Wow thanks Don,,, real insightful input by you..... yes, going to have to be careful with those landings,,, LOL...
And also bugging me no end is one or two bad decisions in finance when I had the bread. It's not like Ive lost that money entirely but put it in insurance and thats going to take some time, like 3 years, to be useful to me and family......
And thank God , Im not berating myself on that count, though theres been the occassional "what if", "if only" thoughts.
Yeah,,, I had to face that feeling for about 10 hours yesterday,, had to stay in em.... That feeling of being down stayed till evening and seemed to go once I began blowing sax.....
Good thing I shared with yall....
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!
