Hi guys. I will start donating as soon as I can get a job. Right now all the money I get from Survivors Benefit from Social Security for my son and I because my husband died of lung cancer that went into his brain has to go to our rent. I have almost 8 months clean because of this message board. I have not been able to get to many FTF meetings, but I have been on this board everyday. My life has really changed and my relationship with others.