Technically I was high when I posted the first time and I didnt count yesterday because it was after midnight when I posted the first time. So today is my first day. So today is it. I am not alone here at home, and I really am tired of it running me. Posting on here has been a big help thank you all for your comments and support. I am going to check my notebook and see if I can get to a meeting AND walk through the door too. I wont have anybody to go with me this time but I am told that when you get to these meetings there are people there that care enough to help you. I hope so because I am a big ball of raw nerves right now and scared to boot. So wish me luck and I will post how the day went later.
I remember being nervous about going to my first meeting. It took me 3 tries before I actually got the nerve to walk in the door. But I did and it was the best decision I ever made.
Hope it turns out as well for you.
-- Edited by avid on Monday 30th of May 2011 09:11:28 AM
tHE 1ST DAY OD THE REST OF YOUR LIFE,LIVING FREE AND CLEAN A DAY AT A TIME.!Identify with the disease and try not to compare as that will be this insidious monster whispering that "you ain't that bad"!,Don't believe the lie, remember this is a physical ,mental and spiritual illness that permeates itself in all areas of our lives! Hope to hear back from you!!
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
WELCOME TO NA - IT IS TRUE - ONCE YOU SHOW UP IN THE ROOMS - ALL WILL BE WELL..WE ARE THERE..IT TAKES ALOT OF COURAGE TO STEP UP AND WALK IT OUT..CONGRATULATIONS
