Remember that we... are ultimately responsible for our recovery and our decisions.
Basic Text, p. 103
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Most of us will face choices that challenge our recovery. If we find ourselves in extreme physical pain, for example, we will have to decide whether or not we will take medication. We will have to be very honest with ourselves about the severity of our pain, honest with our doctor about our addiction and our recovery, and honest with our sponsor. In the end, however, the decision is ours, for we are the ones who must live with the consequences.
Another common challenge is the choice of attending a party where alcohol will be served. Again, we should consider our own spiritual state. If someone who supports our recovery can attend the event with us, so much the better. However, if we dont feel up to such a challenge, we should probably decline the invitation. Today, we know that preserving our recovery is more important than saving face.
All such decisions are tough ones, requiring not only our careful consideration but the guidance of our sponsor and complete surrender to a Higher Power. Using all of these resources, we make the best decision we can. Ultimately, however, the decision is ours. Today, we are responsible for our own recovery.
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Just for today: When faced with a decision that may challenge my recovery, I will consult all the resources at my disposal before I make my choice.
I always need to be on guard if I am considering attending a party or other event where alcohol will be served. It is just so easy to go and pick up a drink when they putting it in your face and everyone else is drinking. When I attend events like these, I need to make sure I have a non-alcoholic drink in hand and an escape plan, in case I get anxious and need to leave.
For me recovery must come first. Recovery is more important than anything else in my life cause if I don't have recovery I don't have a life. To maintain this I must be honest with " myself " and others.........
