sux at times but if my HP brings me to it he will bring me thru it
depression is starting to sink in once again overwhelmed by all the doctors appointments I have all the tests they have to run but i am trying to be strong thru all thiss when all I wanna do is avoid it by sleeping and what not hiding in my room alot so my best friend can have her space.The therapist is talking to both of us so that appropraite boundries are taken care of and no one feels like they are doin more than the other so we'll see I am remaining in therapy regardless to the test all the docs want i hate this I just want a rock to hide under but this too shall pass
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Share it Manon,get in the solution and move forward day at a time!! Yes this too shall pass....Good to see ya..Talk about gramps ,my daughter due in may ,just around the corner,thats 4 grandchildren and 1 great grandchild..God is good..please Lord , hopefully Jaylean is not a screamer, my tinnitus will go wild!! Oh well Mike,deal with it if thats to be :) :) :) Now where did I put those Sonic EARPLUGS???
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
Hm, I can relate. My cities had a big earthquake, I've lost my home and my stuff. I'm trying to be accepting, but it all just feels so hard right now. The roads are stuffed, half the building are munted, everything just feels so chaotic and damaged and broken. So many friends have left and I'm just not sure what the future holds. It's a scary feeling. Really powerless. I'm living in a state of limbo, just waiting to see what unfolds. I move into a new house in two more sleeps, but I'm scared, not excited. I've basically got nothing and I don't know how it's going to feel to be in a new house with nothing but a bag of clothes a laptop and my kids. Its all a bit too much really. I swing between feeling so defeated and then trusting that all will come right. I'll accumulate again. The city will get back on it's feet, but how will I survive util then. Emily
