well as you know i moved into my apartment, im getting a divorce with my husband,because he choose to do drugs instead of having a family. i guess everyone makes the choices they make for a reason i dont understand why he did what he did but i will move on from it.my kids are to important to me to let him stop me from getting them. my babies come home for sure on the sixteeth im lucky they are giving me a chance to have them back because of the shit there dad did. im getting everything i need for my house and it is looking so nice im a little lonley but i have been keeping my nefew so he keeps me running.i am doing ok mitch has really hurt me and i cant forgive him this time he needs to do right for himself and i hope he can be happy one day if he dont end up in prison or strung back out which i think he is. MY KIDS ARE SO HAPPY THEY ARE COMING HOME WELL MY SON IS MY LITTLE GIRL DONT REALLY KNOW WHATS GOING ON BUT SHE WILL WHEN SHE GETS BACK HOME WITH HER MOMMY.
Forgiveness is not something we do for another person... we do it for ourselves to separate ourselves from the situation and move on in a healthy way. Holding on to resentments will only bring us further down the spiral of obsession, depression, and loneliness. I understand, though. This is difficult, but by working the steps with a sponsor, you will find the freedom you need to move on and live in "sanity," not "insanity". :)
Get on with your life and your responsibiltys and dont let anyhow screw up your equilibrium, balance, stay focused on yourself and your children and turn him over for God to deal with, best wishs glad to hear your children will be returning soon.
Sometimes we need to make the hard choices to protect what we have, good on you for making your recovery and your kids the highest priority. It is so worth it... Just remember that your ex is an addict and we all have our own journey I pray that this is the thing that gets him to realise that he is powerless and then recovery will follow......
