all i can say is that i will never ever do any thing to loose my kids again this was a true eye opener for me.I am lucky that i got a chance to prove that i wanted and love m kids and would do anything i could for them.It is almot over and then i can breath again once i know that no one can take them away from me again.I will never us drugs and i will pay all my attention to all my kids i will be more involved in what they are doing and how they fill instead of worring about drugs. Thanks to everyone..