Well iam getting nervous im no sure why but e get the results back on our drug test monday or tuesday i know that they are clean but i think im getting scared cause i wont have to test anymore, and i like the fact of knowing i have to test im not going to go out and us or anything im just scared i dont want to be in any situation that i shouldnt be in.I know i can controle that and i will do everything in my power to stay clean for my kids, and of cource for my self. i just cant explain the way i am filling right now, The closer it gets the more scared and nervous iam getting.I hope it passes over me once the kids are home maybe i will fill better.
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Just For Today ' you never have to use drugs again!!We have a solution,come and join us in 'living a life of recovery and not just abstinence.Even when we put the drugs down,the lure of the disease lays in waiting.We can recover from a hopeless state of mind and body,but that is contingent on maintaining our spiritual condition.We are not cured of our addiction!!Our steps.worked with a sponsor,can help you stay in the solution,by applying spiritual principles in the actions of you life..You can remove that fear and trust in the process guided by the God of your understanding...
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I too also feel scared about the kids cumming home but this is sumthing we have to work very hard on just to make sure that we do everything right and not jeopardize anything. But I know we can do it so just relax a lil and things should go well for us.
