Well today seems like a regular day, Holidays just aint the same anymore we are broke so we cant buy for eachother but we have eachother so that means more to me than anything else does. We dont need material things to make us happy even though they can make you feel good in side when someone buys you something, i guess its just knowing that someone cares about you. Well my kids are almost home and im getting so happy but this month is going by so slow I guess its cause the kids are comeing home and were waiting for our apartment.CPS is more likely going to keep our case open for another six months but i think it is good i want to show them that i really have changed my life and im not going back to drugs ever again.So i dont mind them being involved in my life. Now my kids foster parents want to become there god parents because they love them more than just foster kids, I think it would be good since my little girl nows them so well she was four months when they took her and she is ten months now, i dont want to tear her away from them like they tore her away from me, I dont quit know how my husband feels about it he doesnt want to talk about it I think its cause he thinks that they are just trying to take them away from us again i dont think that they are. So if anyone has any suggestions for me or any thoughts on what we should do pleas let me know..Once again thank you all you really have been a big help in my life.....
Hello Amanda! Another day clean,no matter what day it is !!..Suggestions always the same,just don't use,stay with your support group,find a sponsor,work the steps,Turn you will and your lives over to the care of God and share the love,You said it,,we aint got much but we got each other.......In recovery 'lost dreams will awaken and new possibilities will arise.Be patient and keep working ,day at a time.. Glad your hee we need you!! peace.
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thankx for sharing this process with us. As with all things related to children, one should do what is best for them. Although I admit, knowing exactly what that is can be difficult. Prayer, meditation, consultation with trusted persons in recover usually leads to wise choices. God bless.
