I found out that the social worker want me to attend a mens group untill we go back to court im a little upset but i will do what ever it takes to get my kids home march 7th is getting so close and i cant wait to wake up to my little angels everyday. Im still clean so that is my main thing right now i feel so much better then i ever have before...
This is just the begining of a life long succession of HOOPS to jump thru.
It's taken me a damn long time to figure out why they say " practice these princples in all our affairs ".
frustration, dissapointment, procrastination ( thats a biggy for me) and numerous obsticals will stand in the way of simply getting things done gracefully, even when and Especially when they dont go our way, most of us have a tendency to throw tantrums, in one form or another, we can also use these things, hoops to become excuses to use over.
So be patient, tolerant of the system and take responsibilty for where your at and where your lifes at and others in your life, it sucks for everyone i'm sure but this lies on you to handle with spiritual principles in mind, matter opf fact our whole being depends on that now and it takes a lot of getting used to...
Well sorry to hear that you have to do other classes but think of this way its probably for the best. Just continue to do watever they want until the kids are home and out of the system.. And no im not telling you its ok to use again im just saying do everything that they want you to do and everything will go smooth in front of the judge you feel me and keep up the good work staying clean and sober.
