if you read the post previous to this one you'll get this and I 'll explain the best I can I feel (my shit) that my anonimity was broken and to that effect I called my mother and then my sx sposor is saying my mother says I was fine if I need topost my g d hospital records on here to prove myself I will do not slam nothing you don't know about any ways if you feel it would be in the best intrest for the group ifI found another venue to express my self and find support I will I guess I am asking for a group councious so with tht said pray to whoever your god is and let me know the results
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Hey Manon! Hope your feeling a little better today.This is not Narcotics Anonymous,it is a message board so I believe all input here is from individual mindsets(unless some converse privately)I don't say anything in private that I wouldn't say in the forum(unless discretion was needed) so my thoughts are it is your decision to post or not.I am hoping you stay and continue to share from your heart .I believe only John could remove you from the site if he thought it was necessary!From reading your last few posts it looks as if the pressure valve was starting to uncap...I'll respond by mail later for my input on stuff I dont feel is forum oriented.Again I state that I have no sides in the situation only that I would have suggested direct contact with yourself and your sponsor to work things out in a loving and caring manner.As our literature tells us we need to look at what part we play in all situations and with the guidance of our Higher Powers move toward solutions...if and whatever they may be,,,I am no DR Phil,I got more baggage than a trailways bus,but I do try and always stay God centered and working toward any solution,it is not always easy but with patience,perserverance,prayer and work it is doable.We can say what we mean but we don't need to say it mean. A general statement.I also ask if you would keep our family in prayer as we are going through some trying situations again and we are weary but resolute to continue giving the God of our understanding the decisions we come up with and allow Him to control the results..We are here one helping another,as stated THE TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE ,BUT SOMETIMES IT WILL MAKE YOU ANGRY FIRST!!!Our solution is the steps ,incorporated into our lives,guided by our Higher Power and giving back to the best of our abilities.5 spiritual principles that help me each day, I open my eyes and get with God, I read my literature, I try call and call another addict, work to make a meeting and do something positive only God and I know about(my stuff) Have a blessed and productive day....
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
New here probably should keep my mouth shut but I just can't seem to do so.... I started coming to this board seeking something that was missing in my life, HOPE. In combination with reading the literature, going to meetings, finding a sponsor, and coming here, I have found just that. It matters not to me who the people here are, or where they have been. It matters that they are here now, trying to reach out and at times help others, at times seek help. Again, new to NA & this whole 12 step program idea, but seems to me that reaching out and helping, being helped, is the backbone of the whole process and a huge part of why and how it works. Faith without works is dead.... Keep the faith Manon, keeping working your program, and keep coming back. Peace
Manon , Just worry about yourself.they should not remove your posts.Over the time I've been here you have done a lot of good for other people. A lot of people have difficulties in life and at home, we are not perfect we are human,that is a character defect itself . I like to read you posts and so do others. Anyone can read a book and preach what they read .But to have real feelings is a whole different story . Please stay here it is good to read your shares.
I haven't had to remove any post of yours in a long time manon LOL.
RELAX, Brethe in Breathe out, do as much praying as you can stay in contact with your higher power as much as you can, sometimes I pray all day, seriously, just to get me thru the moments and i'm going thru some real depressive times right now over aspects of my life im having a hard time accepting. But the more I fight and struggle the more i'm shown that I am in self will ran riot and not in prayer and doing my meditation.
So get back to step 11 manon and watch how much calmer you stay and more balanced.
Hi Manon, Your an important, contributing member of this forum. I would miss you terribly if you chose to not visit and share your pain/joy with us. Do what is best for you, but you asked for input, and my wish is that you stay here with us. Your kinda like family y'know?
