there is so much damn drama where I live not in my home but with ppl who live near me I really just need section 8 to do what they need to do to get me outta here as soon as possible I might be able to get out on an emergancy order will call in the am but now tht my son is with me i feel alot of pressure to be more secure and this is not the place GOD i FUCKING WANNA SCREAM BUT WHO AT AND WHY? I am dealing with my son quite well we had family therapy tonight seemed to have went well I am just so ready to move and leave this place and its memories I am tired of looking over my shoulder all the time for the first time in year I feel like living not dying and now that my son is here it gives me purpose and hope
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Manon, Glad to hear things are going well with your son and you feel like you have purpose and hope. Those are feeling that have only recently come back into my life and I know how much they are keeping me going daily. Hopefully you can get help to move. Didn't you say you live on the 2nd floor and need to be on the ground floor for health reasons? Maybe you can push that need as a reason to get help sooner. Stay strong. Love the pic. Peace.
Good morning Manon!! Take a deep breath,step back,get inside and rejoice in your Higher Power.Do not be anxious about anything,but in all things ,by prayer and petition,with THANKSGIVING,present your requests to God,and the peace ofGod,that transcends all understanding will guard your heart and mind ..Have a blessed and "productive" day......
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
you will be surprized with what your child can do, They give you hope im glad you want to live and not die that would be the easy way out and it wouldnt be fare to your son. Try and avoid people who get you upset, i know that it is hard. but spend all your time with your son and try and focus on him and stay strong.
