Guilt, lying, shame. Hurting those we love the most. Trying to stop because we are strong enough to do so on our own. WOW!!!! Out of sheer desperation I typed in NA online and was led here. At first I just read the posts, then decided to post myself. Told myself that if I do this, I don't have to go to a live meeting. Wrong answer. In meetings I have found that I am not alone, and that if I truly want to be clean and stay clean, I can be. I am not alone. I am looking forward to being able to say I have one year, five years, twenty years clean. One day at a time. With help. I am not alone. Thanks for listening.
no your not alone i have six months on the thirteeth and i had to give up my addiction for my kids. they have been in cps for the last six months and it is so hard waking up without them. my husband is keeping me going. my kids will be home in march so im getting ready everything is falling in place finally i just got my own appartment so my kids can come on the weekend thanks for listening to me. and stay strong and keep on making post i enjoy reading.
no your not alone we are all in this together and your right going to live meeting you get to understad things alot better you get to see people true feelings i have six months clean and it has been a hard struggle i go to live meetings as much as i can. it is one day at a time i wake up and pray that god will get me through the day i go to bed and thank god for keeping me clean for that day. have you started your steps that really helps too. thanks for posting.
