I was on my facebook and one of my friends posted a status saying that my old high school needs a rehab class. which i agree because 90% of the people that go to that school are on drugs. mostly weed but anyways, there was this huge argument and as i was reading it, it just made me so angry! of course there was my friend arguing against drugs and some asshole who thinks he knows everything there is to know about every drug ever made. i would have jumped in and chewed his face off but i would rather not have all of facebook know that im a drug addict. i hate people. i hate where i live. and i hate being a drug addict.
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Happy New Year Liz!! Good to see ya...Great to have an oasis like MIP so you can get out whats on your mind....Yup I was never to thrilled with being an addict either,but like Big V said while back"life is just a bowl of cherries,you just got to eat the fruit and spit out the pits!!!!Keep in touch we miss you.....
-- Edited by MIKEF on Wednesday 5th of January 2011 03:29:20 PM
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Hey Liz, Nice to hear from you again. I love how you come on MIP and vent. I mean Guuuurrrrrrrrrlllllllllllll.....you sure do know how to rant when you get pissed. LOL. Are you working the steps Liz? Y'know the solution to all this anger and hate is spiritual. As addicts we are blessed with a program of recovery that takes us on a journey of self discovery that if worked diligently will free us from many of the torments that infect our spirit. But in any event. You keep coming back. I always enjoy reading your posts.
Hey-wondered where ya been lately-glad to see you haven't lost your sense of "humor" and gracious tolerance for the rest of humanity LOL
I was quite proud of being an addict, back in the day, can't say I ever hated it (because I always blamed my feelings of hate on everything and everybody other than my addiction).
But I have to say I am loving simply being a person with the disease of addiction, blessedly in remission. I love being a miracle in progress! And that has definitely improved my ability to suffer fools, if not gladly, at least without wanting to squash 'em all flat.
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Happy New year to you guys too. im always lurking around but just because im not posting as often im still here reading all your guy's posts. ha avid you make me laugh. im not working the steps yet. im thinking about checking in to a treatment center in like a week or so. its the new year and i want to start it off right. lee i did used to blame everything on other people but i hate people in general so much that i pretty much just keep to myself and only talk to my boss when im at work and pretty much just live my life. ive been working my ass off and i need a break from life and focus on me.
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Hi Liz and happy new year girl.... It sounds like you have a plan I pray that you get what you need to help you on your journey. Take care and remember there is great freedom from our anger and pain, when we are working the steps.......
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