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Manon


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the bells have tolled

by Manon Swafford on Sunday, November 28, 2010 at 5:58pm

 long before the bells have tolled will I know what I am supposed to hold;

long before the bells have tolledI know what I  wish to hold the bells are tolled I am here for the moment but how long beofre they are tolled befoer my dimise of one issue or another

in my head I silently hear them ring not knowing what they will bring death happiness or more to feed the pestimism I hold

Life is dreay not much can I seee clearly

I am living in fear not knowing why my God won't take me home

ppl say there is a purpose behind my pain /I fear I cannot suffer or endor for much more

one thing afgter anaother is how my life has played out what am i to do when the lights of my life are turned out?



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Manon,Your poem says a lot,it has real good meaning.It is a way to express what is going on and heping you let it go I hope.

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BOY we need to stay out of morbid reflection Manon LOL i've been having the same thoughts.

Do one about floating along in life, thats how I felt this morning . I was looking back on my life and even where i'm at today and I felt like i've just been floating along whistling in the darkness of my life.

A WE BIT OF DEPRESSION I think, i'm real frustrated today trying to do things with my business, marketing, i'm getting out there and hitting doors with flyers I made up and business cards, checking into insurance stuff and having doors shut on me, but I guess this is a time for training in patience.

Morbid reflections, we all pass , our time is short I'm 49 years old and may live another few years but not another 49 LOL, see what i mean ?

Stay in the moment, stay in today thats what I tell myself and be greatful for the love of others, a roof over my head, food to eat and clean and sober withouth the need nor desire to use, thats a blessing in itself.

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