I" have decided to go to my families for the holidadys even getting to prepare my favorite homemade pasta salad I am kinda excited about ppl eating something i made I like to cook more so when other can appriciate it with me and it's healthy but mom and I are both diabetic and are going to bite our togue nad eat to our desire although mine will be limited to gastric bypass sizes buti am gonna eat and enjoy the family can't wait to see my babies I am a bit nervous about it my friend Don is going with me for every year that i have lived here I have always brought him plates back on the holidays well this year since he knows the Family better he is not going to eat what i picj he can eat to his desires he is alone alot and Family is far away so I'll share mine
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Wonderful Manon! Enjoy the faces and eyes of the babies,celebrate life(no matter what it brings)and tell somebody you love them and give them a hug ......heres one from me and our family here and at home((((((MANON)))))))..............
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
Hope everyone had a good day its what we make it. This is a day of thanks but for us everyday needs to be a day of thanks. Most of us are living on grace anyhow I know i am for sure and thats what I thought about today. Heck I even did some nice texting with my ex girlfriend, just as friends LOL .
So as I drove from one place to another i kept gratiutude in my mind, that im able to make others happy by being there for them, its not just all about me anymore, its so I can be with my mom , sister, niece cousins and aunts, so I can make a special trip and see my Dad and bring him some joy.
Yeah all the food was great but the mana was being able to be with family, lifes so damn short I had some morbid thoughts last night about dying, how this will all come to an end and it probably wont be that long who knows but even 10 or 15 years is so short when you've already live 49 LOL ok stop Vini *slap*.
Stay thankful and greatful every day live life for the moment, Yeah right try that for more then a few minutes LOL.
