HELLO EVERYONE - TODAY I FEEL GRATEFUL - THAT I AM ABLE TO EXHALE AND IT'S NOT CRACK - I AM GRATEFUL THAT I CAN GO TO MY FAMILY / FRIENDS AND FEEL UNASHAMED - I AM GRATEFUL THAT NA IS HERE FOR ME - AND I AM NO LONGER ALONE - I AM GRATEFUL THAT DEGRADATION, AND DISPAIR IS NO LONGER PART OF MY LIFE - THAT I CHOSE LIFE - I AM GRATEFUL THAT I HAVE A LOVING GOD IN MY LIFE - THAT KNOWS ME IN MY DARKEST TIMES AND IS THERE TO SIT/HOLD AND COMFORT ME. I AM GRATEFUL THAT I KNOW TODAY THAT NO MATTER WHAT I DON'T HAVE TO USE - TODAY I AM GRATEFUL THAT THE STEPS ARE IN MY SOUL AND THAT I KNOW TODAY WITHOUT THEM MY LIFE WOULD BE OVER - I AM GRATEFUL THAT I KNOW THE ENEMY - AND THAT IT IS ALWAYS OUT TO KILL ME - I AM GRATEFUL THAT I KNOW THAT THIS DISEASE IS OUT TO KILL ME - EVERYONE I HOPE THE HOLIDAYS BRING PEACE AND REMEMBRANCE OF YOUR TRUE WORTH - LOVE YOU ALL - HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND BE SAFE