Seems like greed is the most apparent manifestation of my dis-ease in this phase of recovery !!! The craziness for "more" is sure to fukk up an otherwise great day.. Konwing that after the incident dosent help at all,,,but yes, ets me to do the 10th at least !!!
Forlon and frustrated,,cursin myself for bein greedy,,,,,
Im, as of now,, repeatin the Serenity Prayer,, this is for me and the lovely person I harmed....
Peace my brother! I believe we all suffer from the "more " syndrome,I know this addict did and at times still does..You are aware,making an effort to work it to the best of your ability and moving forward.Sounds like 'doing the work' to me!!Have a blessed and productive day.
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I feel where your at Raman I suffer to from grave emotional selfish greedy disorder too, LOL.
Theres a sinking depression, a lack of feeling healthy, matter of fact I feel sick today, that pasty, ugly depression that isolates me and saps my energy and I know that prayer and meditation and prozac are the only fixes, but i have no prozac LOOLOLOL .
Hang in there buddy hope you got a chuckle, laugher and levity are often and good cure for what ales, ails ? US :)P
Thanks for the insights and understanding Mike,big-bro...
My major problem is lack of exercise. Walkin, runnin, Yoa and some weights have always been oood things in recovery. As long as I do some exercise or other on a daily basis, my emotions are in order....
God help me remember that...
Well the briht part is i mustered enough courae to apoloize; and we then did dinner !!!
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!
