lifes pretty good just had surgery again on my stomach last week and im healing fast, thanks god . I have about 16 staples holding my guts in LOL but i feel grrrreat.
Im going through a lot of fear when im healed i have to go ask for my job back and it wont be there, so ive been working on building my business up and i need to start marketing and getting my business cards out I spent a little money and had my website upgraded just a bit and I have insurance stuff to take care of and work comp etc etc.
Trust in God, thats where im at and i try to do it with everything in my life, but im a taker backer at times lol I dont do much of anything perfect but it doesn't take perfection God does it perfect
Lurk? Me, lurk? Who said that I lurk?! I don't lurk!! I just wander around, trying to listen in on other people's convos. Lurk? goodness, gracious, but no.....
LOL, my life is very busy, I am the GSR of my HG, I Volunteer at one of the local shelters and soon I will be nominated for alternate RCM, I am on 2 comity's for our areas 2011 convention.
my 1st year clean I lost my job due to a lack of work I eventually ended up homeless I found my self staying in a shelter where everyone used this was in year 2 I have diabetes as well and it was hard to get meds its just resent that I got disability and the ability to get my meds.
I lost everything I ever had, $20hr job, town house, car, everything except my recovery. my life was saved by Narcotics Anonymous without it I would not have had the ability to get back on my feet and enjoy life. today I have a good income car appartment all the things I have lost I have gotten back and more.
haha im a BIG lurker. i usually just dont have time to sit down and respond to people or even start a post just to say im still alive and clean. i work full time and go to school but i like just reading how everyones doing and trying to keep up with everyones conversations but im too busy. anyways i may not post but im lurking! :)
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