No matter how far we ran, we always carried fear with us.
Basic Text, p. 14
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For many of us, fear was a constant factor in our lives before we came to Narcotics Anonymous. We used because we were afraid to feel emotional or physical pain. Our fear of people and situations gave us a convenient excuse to use drugs. A few of us were so afraid of everything that we were unable even to leave our homes without using first.
As we stay clean, we replace our fear with a belief in the fellowship, the steps, and a Higher Power. As this belief grows, our faith in the miracle of recovery begins to color all aspects of our lives. We start to see ourselves differently. We realize we are spiritual beings, and we strive to live by spiritual principles.
The application of spiritual principles helps eliminate fear from our lives. By refraining from treating other people in harmful or unlawful ways, we find we neednt fear how we will be treated in return. As we practice love, compassion, understanding, and patience in our relationships with others, we are treated in turn with respect and consideration. We realize these positive changes result from allowing our Higher Power to work through us. We come to believenot to think, but to believethat our Higher Power wants only the best for us. No matter what the circumstances, we find we can walk in faith instead of fear.
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Just for today: I no longer need to run in fear, but can walk in faith that my Higher Power has only the best in store for me.
Hi my name is Stanley, from Boston, MA. I'm new at this... Meetings and website. I wanna attend meetings but the time usually conflicts with my work and sleep schedule. If meetings on this website start at 10pm, I think I can do it. Wanna know how do I prove that I've been attendin meetings on this website. Kinda nervous about doing this also, so please forgive me if I sound stupid or ignorant. I just got out of detox, so I'm trying to stay clean. I'm open to suggestions and advice. Thanks for listening.
Today my faith enables me to face my fears and each time I do I have this overwhelming sense of accomplishment. Natural feel goods are a blessing........
