Morning! Hope all are well!Been fast and furious in my side of town last couple weeks ,but all is well!Wanted to tke time to thank everyone for their support and suggestions in a situation I was working on.Last Tuesday ,after 10 days of prayer,reflection and a real deep look inside, I sat with my director to go over my evaluation of 2010....I reached the sitting with a renewed spirit,total admission to my prt in the mess.Without a long diatribe,we both ,as managers agreed,the main ingredient was the lack of contact in between the 18 month period and getting the issues on the table way befor a year and a half.iTS FUNNY THAT SOMETIMES WE MAY THINK WE ARE WORKING SPIRITUAL PRICIPLES BUT WE ARE STILL "STUCK".I know that during my period of reflection before my approach I utilized my trust in the God of my understanding,was removed from fear of any outcome and had already taken suggestions.I have regained my position my boss moved way back.I have a real drive once again and total renewal of my spirit.Things ,at times, are deeper inside us then we know,and I have never been good with sharing these situations as I always tried to "fix" things myself..What have I learned....Always,don't just talk of trusting God,really do it....Speak the truth,honestly and with respect,it is our antidote...Work harder!!!DONT GIVE UP! Idon't do that and that probably was most unsettling..I am human and fallen and at times even as a 63 year old man ,I still want to push you down,call you names and take my ball home(By God's grace I don't "act" like that but the projection of it is probably as bad..Rambling now,so got to run...God.,others, self dependson God's order of things and service,will continue to allow me to remain teachable,though I definitely need to pay more attention at times.Life on life's terms,we all doing it!!!We definitely do it better together The message is definitely hope. another day free of active drug addiction,obviously ,got to work on the rest a day at a time :)Have a blessed and productive day!!
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