Hello. I have 2 days today. I am a periodic, but i just don't want to do it at all anymore. I don't even really want to do it anymore yet i already am thinking about it. It's almost like there is something in me that wants to make myself feel bad. I can't get the java thing totally set up so i wont be able to get into the meetings...do u have any other suggestions for online meetings and ANY advice would be welcome
Welcome Carolyn,glad you joined us! I would suggest making a face to face meeting ,share that you are a newcomer and listen to whats going on. Are there any meetings in your area?You can google na.org for your area and see whats listed.We do this together a day at a time,making meetings,getting sponsors,sharing as Our life depended on it and learning about the disease of 'ADDICTION" physical,mental and spiritual illness that infests all areas of our lives!!Keep coming back here until you can get settled in,but don't wait ,as our literature tells us it may only be months,days or hours before we have reached a threshold where we are gone beyond recall(RECOVERY/RELAPSE)...There are many roads to recovery but we here ,based on the evidence know Narcotics Anonymous works for us!!Come and join us and find a "new way to live!!!CONGRATS ON 2 DAYS,ANY CLEAN ADDICT IS A MIRACLE!!!
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