OH MY GOODNESS - I AM HAVING A ROUGH MORNING - FEELING EVIL, FRUSTRATED AND AGITATED - AND FEELS LIKE I DON'T HAVE A MINUTE TO STOP - WORK IS HECTIC, HOME IS BUSY, PEOPLE, CATS, DOGS, ROOMMATES AND A WOMAN THAT IS ALWAYS WAY TO POSITIVE - SO IT'S ALL DRIVING ME A BIT NUTS - WHAT I WANT IS EVERYTHING TO JUST STOP - (FOR ABOUT A DAY) SO I CAN CATCH UP. OR EVEN 2 DAYS - MY PARTNERS BELLY BUTTON BIRTHDAY TOMORROW - SO I AM TRYING TO KEEP THAT REAL SIMPLE - INSTEAD OF GETTING ALL GRANDIOSE - I FEEL LIKE A TIME BOMB ABOUT TO EXPLODE - I WILL KEEP YOU GUYS POSTED - OF THE ACTIONS I WILL TAKE TO GET PAST THIS - TO BE HONEST I DON'T LIKE THIS BUT IN A WAY I DO - (INSANITY HUH)
Keep posting and sharing Fiesty! I need to hear/read what you're going through. Dealing with all the good stuff real life has to offer can be overwhelming to me too. Thanks alot!
Every day even when things are crazy, we usually get a shower. Now that I am single I get them to myself all the time and even when the world is crazy, when my head in under that shower head I can't head a darn thing. So i take that time, during all the craziness, to stop, think, BREATHE..pray...and just let my body relax. I have physical ailments that make it so I have to sit down in the shower, so I get on my knees every night when I shower and take that time to do all that the day doesn't allow me to: take care of myself. I have foofy shower gels that I used from time to time to be special to myself and lotions to go with it. A nice long hot shower can rejuvenate it.
Thanks for letting us know whats going on Terry! For us also tomorrow we are closing on our house(hopefully)finally live in one place,still working out distance from our son,I just started back running distances again which always helps me get some reflection and peaceful time for myself ...hopefully tomorrow(if we are blessed with it)things will chill down for ya! no matter how long we been away from it ,the insanity does pump a buzz..........c ya next time :)
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Thanx for sharing I enjoy reading your post as well as having your support the insanity part is addict are drawn to caois that is normal "to kinda like it" hope you r day gets better and this finds you blessed
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