i am back it turned out that i was wrong on part and right as well my ex ball and chain still lives there and tried to get a little drama started but i faced my fears and this time i won it was a good feeling to go there and not give in to temptation i felt that i have finally turned a corner and that i have a good chance at a real and meaningful recovery thanks for being here and listening to my ranting
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some of us win some of us lose with god and this program i will be a winner