My friend left his lucrative practice as an electrician to move to a remote jungle section where he rents a tiny ramshackle cabin for a hundred dollars a month and collects unemployment.
He did some electrical work for me because he needed the income to pay his phone bill. "But I thought you lived out in the jungle?" I questioned him.
"I do, but I have this massive addiction to talking to people on my computer."
"You have a computer in your shack?"
"I ran a line through the bush and got a state-of-the-art computer. But then I got into trouble. I was totally compulsive about communicating with people all around the world, and I ran my phone bill up to $900. I told the phone company to cut me off-it was unmanageable. This was no mild addiction; I was mainlining-they might as well have just wired the phone line into me intravenously. I could escape this city,,, but I couldn't escape myself."
Geographical cures rarely work. You can extricate yourself from a place, but you cannot escape your own thoughts. Move somewhere to get away from an uncomfortable situation, and you will likely recreate the drama with a new set of actors playing the same roles. Heal your mind, and you are free anywhere.
You leave town to get away from a painful relationship,and the person who picks you up at the airport icompletes the sentence the person in your town began."
Our first and foremost responsibility is to face ourselves and heal our minds and hearts. Then we may go anywhere and live in peace.
I pray to be unafraid to look within and find the light I am.
I create my world with my consciousness. I choose to live in peace
(Daily Meditations from " In the rooms")
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!
obsessive compulsive behavior is at the heart of our disease. Drugs were just one symptom of that, but there are a million things to be addicted to. A true addict will find them all!
Raman wrote:Our first and foremost responsibility is to face ourselves and heal our minds and hearts. Then we may go anywhere and live in peace.
I pray to be unafraid to look within and find the light I am.
I create my world with my consciousness. I choose to live in peace
Thanks for sharing this.
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.