finally me and the doc got my meds straight so far although with therapy and having to process this last year might stir up alot I will be buying extra klenex for this month I don't know if Ican handle the truth now that I stop and think about it for awhile... this person said I could leave things in the mail box but Iam so scared to go by there but Iwant him to know I am sorry for all the pain Icaused but wish we would have met under different circumstances and I can only imagine the pain I caused his family I feel so guilty and it honestly hurt my feelings too... I am just crying thinking about going thru the process of this with my new therapist... what do i say?? I know how i feel but they will belittle something so signifigant in my life and my whole heart. the legal stuff is over and now i wanna hit rewind and fix my wrongs they will just say it was his fault but i said yes to it well he should have know better is what they will say I am just careful with what i say outside the twilight because the twilight has ears
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Glad for your meds Manon! maybe when they kick in better things will clear up a littlle for you.Glad to see you posting a little more.We are here in support for you,take care yourself and let us know how its going okay!!
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