UGH!!!!!!!!! YEP PMS IS HORRIBLE AND WALKING IT OUT IS TOUGH - I HAVE FELT EVIL ALL DAY (WELL MOST OF THE DAY) I WOKE UP FEELING IT - I LAID DOWN FEELING IT - I WENT TO WORK FEELING IT - WENT TO LUNCH FEELING IT - THEN I WENT TO SPEND TIME WITH MY MOTHER AND JUST LAID NEXT TO HER AND TOLD HER WHAT I FELT - SHE JUST SMILED - FOR SOME ODD REASON THAT SOOTHED MY HEAD, MY HEART AND MY SPIRIT - I TALKED TO WOMEN IN THE PROGRAM - THEY MENTIONED "JUST PRAY" I WAS LIKE "GRUMBLE, GRUMBLE" NOT EVEN ABLE TO DO THAT - BUT RIGHT THIS MOMENT I KNOW THAT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE ARE DIRECTLY FROM MY H.P. (MY MOTHER) THIS MOMENT I AM CALM, THIS MOMENT I FEEL GRATITUDE, THIS MOMENT I DON'T FEEL EVIL -I TRULY HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT EVEN WHEN I CAN'T REACH OUT TO MY H.P. HE CONTINUES TO REACH FOR ME - IF I AM IN THE RIGHT, EXACT SPOT AND OPEN - JUST ENOUGH I WILL FEEL HIS PRESENCE IN MY LIFE - HE BROKE THE EVIL FEELING - I REMEMBER MY HEAD SAYING ' CRACK ROCK' I THOUGHT "WHAT THE HECK" KINDA SCAREY - THEN I REMEMBERED AGAIN - I AM OUT OF BALANCE - FEELING EVIL - IS NOT BALANCE - SO THAT HELPED ME - JUST KNOWING PMS FOR WOMEN CAN BE DANGEROUS - BUT WE ARE STILL ABLE TO WALK THRU IT. GOD IS TRULY GOOD
Morning Terry, I admit to feeling a little guilty. When I read the title of your post i burst out laughing. Then I read the body of your text and saw the pain and confusion that you are experiencing. Mom's can have a way of making things "all better" with a look. And then our HP, can inspire us to move forward. Damn this recovery stuff is way cool.
