I was just going over the past year in my head and man what a year from the DRAMA that demanded my attention here as to all the attempt I have made in my attenpt to end the pain...can't help but think karma has bitten back but who has a year like this it is a bit of a stretch hell its hard for me to concieve all that has happened here on this site as well as what little life I have in my home...I cannot argue with DIVINE intervention and I am still here so there is a reason for my pain but wtf could it be??? What can I do to help anyone I can barely help myself...and hell dunno wehat is wrong with me on top of all this...the doc is supposed to call Monday morning and Iam flat out gonna tell him to tell me and I will process the best I can but as the patient should i not know? Is it within my rights to know???
hell what could be worse than havin 13 plus personalities and the racket that causes?
I am at a lloss
i wana get better and that starts knowing what to fix