not sleeping well but I have energy for the first time in a ling time but I have things that have to be done but I would rather do something else then when I try my agoraphobia acts up and I end up right where I strarted I just want thing to get back to normal so my life as /I knew it b4 "Kelli" torte thru here like a crazed maniac tryinmg to get my attention. I have moved psat him yes I said him ppl still have probs with honesty obviously but anyhoe my inventory ios big enough with out taking his just thought I wouls ramble for a bit
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Manon,Just take care of yourself,the mind is a powerful friend and enemy.Make it work for you.We all have something on our plate that bothers us ,if we don't we are not human or we are lying.
-- Edited by cdbuckberry on Wednesday 7th of April 2010 09:22:37 AM
I get the same way manon i have some paranoia's too, some days i'm plane ass lazee i have to force my will to get things done that need doing i tell myself that once it's done its done and i can do what i want afterwards, gotta trick me into things LOL.
Hi Manon. Boredom is a very very scary place for me. For me it goes something like this. Bored....depressed....angry....self loathing....don't give a fuck.....use. Seriously, that has happened enough times to me so that when I realize I am bored I sometimes actually panic. Which can trigger another cycle of bad stuff that has ended in using. Like I said, boredom is real scary for me. So I go try and do SOMETHING> anything. If I'm too down to really do anything I can at least go to a meeting. I'm lucky in that my area has a couple meetings every day, but sometimes I need a meeting RIGHT NOW!!> When that happens I'll go to AA. Anything to get away from being bored. It's a killer.
Manon,Just take care of yourself,the mind is a powerful friend and enemy.Make it work for you.We all have something on our plate that bothers us ,if we don't we are not human or we are lying. 
