welp my friends time to start over again. ive been using. maybe as bad as i was before i found NA. so as soon as i stop running away from whatever i am, because i just don't quite know what it is at the moment, ill start working the steps again. but for now this is my decision.
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"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent."
Liz! we'll leave the light on for you and I'll keep you in prayer.Remember our literature tells us"if we have relapsed it is important to keep in mind that we must get back to meetings(abstinence) as soon as possible,otherwise we may only have months,days or hours before we reach a threshold where we are gone beyond recall" This is in no way judgmental ,just that you are family and we care.Hurry back!
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
I cannot change your choices but listen to the song I sent you that I wrote it talks aboutthe choices we make in life I love ya kiddo you saved my life what can I do to show you a glimpse of hope? You will always be loved and your seat is here if you make it back
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino