Your new in recovery so expect a roller coaster ride. May I suggest you get to alot of meetings. Seriously, two or three a day if possible is a proven way to get through early recovery. Then after hearing some people share, go up after the meeting, introduce yourself and ask for their phone number. Going to meetings and building a support group is a good start. Keep coming back and trust that it does get better. It really does.
Part of the process man,stay close to your support groups,try and get out of your head.Are you in Detox or anything to help alleviate withdrawal?Keep coming back,this is a caring for real family!!
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