can't say all my probs revolve around men but life Ithink would nbe easier if you had enough blood to run both heads at one time lol anyway I am lonely was hanging out with my neighbor to find out someone else can't handle me I don't wanna be a burden or a home wrecker I just want to be loved and be able to love back I am gonna keep this short I could go into details but it wouldn't help anything might make it worse but GOD MAKE IT STOP
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Hey Manon! Have you ever tried like"singles" meetings or church socials or really even doing something very out of the ordinary for you, a different group of people etc.We all want to be loved and to love back but sometimes if we force it it gets even worse..I know you don't go out much and probably because if your anxious and have other things going on, that can also be traumatic Like my son Eric,he takes meds for anxiety but at times isolates in his room,dying to do something but don't want to be around people ,yet its what he needs to do to break out of isolation!!Its a vicious cycle,but with perserverence and trust in your HP IT can be done.You know for me it was always weird cause I never dated i ALWAYS"married the person I was with IN a relationship.i WILL PRAY FOR YOUR STRENGTH TO "BREAK OUT" but just let it happen or you'll continue to bring the emotions that may be detrimental to your serenity!! I do wish you peace.........
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
Easy does it Manon, Just cause we are friends with someone doesn't mean we have to tell them our life story. P.S. I had to laugh when you talked about having enough blood for both heads. thanks for the chuckle.
