when I get a decent picture I will post one here but give me time...this was a huge change and I don't do change well but I have to admit it is nice to see long red hair. Other that that Iguess I am ok I still don't get out of the hojuse much Ihave to be with someone feel like a kid that has to be baby sat at times I have not even taken my car out by myself yet don't wanna be around ppl I try to make a to do list it seems once I get something a ccomplished I find some thing else to beat up on myself... Just kinda at a loss need to talk to my new shrink just cause I am on too much at night and its affecting quality of life so anyway...I am grateful it could always be worse and am in no spot to complain or judsge because this day has alreasdy had it's path drawn out my job it to stay in the lines lol yea right I am doin my best to walk in faith with the path that has already been set fore me to walk thru JUST FOR TODAY
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
I always admired girls having fun with hair color, cosmetics, nails etc. Can't wait to see the pic. I'm not a people person, but oddly I'm not good alone either. When I'm alone my mind will always wander to some creepy place. Keeping busy is great medicine. And that sense of accomplishment when you finally finish a project is great. Have a good day Manon
we all go thru the beating yourself faze you have to quit sometime work your program and say today i like myself alittle i still go thru times of self loathing but my sponcer pulls me up short i am alive today i did'nt use today and i like myself a little more today
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some of us win some of us lose with god and this program i will be a winner
