I know I have to trust what I have learned in Step Work. It is the key to a new way of living life as a clean addict.It is a must,if we let our guard down the addiction will slowly creep back in ,I don't want that I will die,I am on my last try of the cat's nine lives or at least the seventh or eighth .Keep Coming Back , I do ,it saved this addicts life.
Hey Tisa! yup I also am aware that no matter how long you"stay clean" that complacency is the biggest enemy and if I dont continue each day to live spiritual principles of the process I can easily fall back into "my will and then disaster"I am God driven from morning until night but still need the "work" of the program to stay on top of "me'...When I self sponsor I start the plummet!Have a blessed and productive day
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I know I have to trust what I have learned in Step Work. It is the key to a new way of living life as a clean addict.It is a must,if we let our guard down the addiction will slowly creep back in ,I don't want that I will die,I am on my last try of the cat's nine lives or at least the seventh or eighth .Keep Coming Back , I do ,it saved this addicts life. 
