As always I am grateful cause it could always be worse Isee some of my friends living in sub standard living cause they bought a house and gutted it and is rebuiliding no heat hot water and such so I loan my couch out on occasion I have know this friend since Iwas 18 we worked together. Nice guy just starting from the bottom. my mood seems to still be depressed I think things are getting better or I am not crying all the time anyway the only bad thing is the level of isolation I won't even go to wal mart without being pulled outta the house have not gone 2 steppin in over a month and I used to go every week but being around ppl makes me so anxious just wish some things about my life were different but I am ok just tired of waking alone
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Hey Manon< you still need to show us your new hairdo!!!!Just For Today,January 24th sayS: I am a part of the life around me.I will practice my program to strengthen my connection to the world...Get out there today,do something kind for someone(tell a complete stranger you like there shoes,if you do)I will think of you today and pray that you are making someone smile(tell a stranger a blonde joke)they'll either think your nuts(that comes with our territory)or they'll laugh their brains off,either way it will be an "outside reaction"Keli says "blue is a nice color" what do you think??? Have a blessed and productive day and always remain grateful!!
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
Manon,Keep up your strength,also I want to see this new hair dew.Just keep up your faith ,maybe you should go out two stepping,dancing takes ones mind off of other things.
-- Edited by cdbuckberry on Sunday 31st of January 2010 02:51:19 PM
ya know to be honest if Ican get the info off my old puter I will post a pic with blue hair lol yes I was a asmurffette for a bit lol my hair as of right now is still blonde gotta work up the nerve to do this thinking mayne tomorrow????
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Manon,Keep up your strength,also I want to see this new hair dew.Just keep up your faith ,maybe you should go out two stepping,dancing takes ones mind off of other things. 
