you get it when you get it kind of zen like just one day you wake up and it is kind of easy and nice and you realize that you are clean and sober and living life on life's terms and you do it one day at a time and work the program go to meetings do service work talk to sober people get a sponser and you will get it
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some of us win some of us lose with god and this program i will be a winner
Even in times of total dispare and hopelessness I find some serenity its your choice when that is. Usually like today i had to surrender my will and life I had to admit complete defeat and ACCEPTANCE i found a glimmer of serenity in that I dont have to constantly fight once i stop fighting or trying to run the show i let go and let God serenity follows.