and i found A BUNCH of things that i didnt realize i had. one thing really stuck out and i thought i would post it for everyone.
its in this little tiny notebook at the bottom of one of my drawers. im pretty sure i wrote it last year...
please help me with my struggle of strenght to stay sober and stay away from drugs and all the demons in my life. please keep me safe next year and let me stay with the good crowd and not get influenced again to change who i am and what i believe in.
i dunno it was interesting to me.
i had to give a witness of my life last year and this was my song i picked.
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"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent."
Liz our strength is going to come spiritually , I ask for gods guidance and direction and strength to carry out whatever it is i need to do seems to be working. We wont be willing to work this program unless we remain abstinent so just work on that each day once you get that you can start working the program to its fullest.
If I could have overcome my disease then I would have done so by now. I can't do it. Only a power greater than myself can. I pray every day for God to give me the willingness to overcome my fear and arrest this disease. Just for today.
Happy New Year LIZ..yes each day we awaken it is important to surrender and ask for forgiveness and the ability to be able to forgive,then we can get out of bed!!! :) I would suggest leaving the "tiny little notebook out...Peace.............
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
i read the prayer for today and at least a chapter out of the blue book and some bile passages everyday and try to get to meetings at least 3 tomes a week this works for me so far one day at a time good luck
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some of us win some of us lose with god and this program i will be a winner
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