I can almost see it,that dream I'm dreaming,but there's a voice inside my head saying "You'll never reach it",Every step I'm taking,Every move I make feels lost with no direction,My faith is shaking but I gotta keep trying,gotta keep my head held high.There's always gonna be another mountain,I'm always gonna wanna make it move,Always gonna be an uphill battle,sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,Ain't about how fast I get there,Ain't about what's waiting on the other side,it's the climb.
Welocme to the family!! Yes this is a continuous uphill journey with effort everyday but considering where we came from there is no comparison to our "old way of life".My 40 year old plus kids live in Katy.texas!! ITS A HOT BLOODED PLACE,JUST REUNITED WITH THEM AFTER 31 YEARS,ANOTHER "MIRACLE AND BLESSING OF RECOVERY!!Nice meeting you,keep comin back!
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
Geminibreeze. i don't know about the climb from your perspective, but I'll tell you as the spouse of an addict. The climb is slow. Step by step you regain the trust of people around you. It is slow. Sometimes you want to tell everyone to go "F" themselves, but you don't. Why? Because they are hesitant. Give them time to trust you again. Those that love you are on your side. They deserve the reassurance, so with intestinal fortitude you proceed. You will get there and feel so empowered by your strength. I tell you this because I know. My husband was the worst of the worst. I now have a beautiful home and we live a very good life. There but by the grace of God I go. I take nothing for granted. He worked hard for what we have now. Prison (for long extended periods), the streets. and family alienation was what he fought through. I know, because I lived it too. I know that you can make it, and anyone else that's reading this. You must reach deep inside. Hold your head up and fight. God Bless.
