I said I would continue to ost something since ihave been doing so almost everyday it seems to help. This has been an odd year. How can you care so much just to be told it is forbiden? "You can't help who you love your not supposed to" heard that on a movie not to long ago and I kept it for my tool box. Hoping next year will be better...right now I don't see much change except I know you are still here part scares me then part of me just want to curl and cry but that is a short update as to where my head is. I attached pics of me nad my niece and nephew they were the highlight of my year
[Click here to start writing your quick reply.] You look so happy holding the baby. Embrace that. I guess you could call this baby a reason to live. I know that when I have had my darkest days, I have focused on my reasons to live. They are what keep me on this Earth. My child is one of them, and the love of my lifetime is the other. Perhaps the niece, and nephew and your child are such blessings in your life that they will keep you grounded. My two reasons to live might not be much, but they are my reasons and my sacred choices. Scott Cloud Lee said, "When we acknowledge that all of life is sacred and that each act is an act of choice and therefore sacred, then life is a sacred dance lived consciously each moment. When we live at this level, we participate in the creation of a better world.." I can say that my choices this year have put me out in left field (for now), but the New Year, A new Spring and a world of new choices, Redemption, is the hope those precious people we love and hold deserve.
