seems to be getting worseI I believe that is it due to the meeting that has to be done this year isn't even over and I am trying to figure out how to deal with next.
All I wanna do is sleep
doing wll never got the other sack I wanted so badly
Got to spend some time with my mom today that was a nice suprise.
The main thing that is bothering me is I wake up not knowing what i have done and that is ithout medsI lose time like crazy I think this meeting breaks the probability that it could just been a nightmare.This year alone I have had 4 suicide attempts I am tired I hurt and don't know how much more I can handle.
B4 this year no attempts since 18 so you do the math ...i do often