Good morning. Im Lisa. back on crack again. But this time I have so much to loose. I don't want to go down this road again, so I am reaching out for help.
Welcome Lisa, glad you're here with us, keep coming back!
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.
You know, its just crazy. I allowed my depression to take me here. My girlfriend is so mad at me. And I am so mad at myself. What would my children think if they knew their mama was a junkie. Its really bothering me. I had been sober for years! But I have changed everything in a couple of months. Everything. I feel like such a fool. I don't want to go down this road. Last night I spent $200! WHO HAS THAT TYPE OF MONEY! I have truly messed up guys. And I need to find me again.
Nelmsy,,,,'relapse can be the jarring experience that brings about a more rigorous application of the program"the shame is not in relapsing but in not making it back..kEEP COMIN BACK....
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
So glad you're here! I also suggest that you try to find some face-to-face meetings (so to speak) and get some phone numbers and a Sponsor. The Steps are where the changes begin!
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