this will be my last post for a while. im leaving town. i dont know where i'll go or what will happen but i just need to leave, clear my mind, and just get away. yes im running away from my problems. yes its not the smartest thing to do but i dont care. i dont care anymore. im sick of being lonely in this house, in this town, in this world. im sorry for disappointing everyone i just dont know what to do anymore, everyone keeps saying its your choice you need to makes the right choice but i dont know what the right choice is. i dont like making decisions. i always make bad ones. im out.
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It hurts to see you in so much pain. I wish you were in a place where there were 10 meetings a day and a fellowship committed to service so you could get to meetings and be embraced by a group of women in recovery. Take care of yourself Liz.
thanks everyone it really means a lot to know that theres so much love out there. i could use it especially now while im using and trying to figure things out. im in pittsburgh at a friends house. she is very religious so maybe that will help some? i havent gone to a meeting yet, and i really don't plan on going to one. im not sure how long i will be staying here or where ill go next so i hope ill be able to let you know that im in a safe place.
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well im still alive. surprisingly. im still in pittsburgh for a few more days then im going to maryland although i should probably go back home because i have finals next week and that would not be good if i missed them. we'll see.
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