It was a hard Thanksgiving this year. I had to many people around me from my past this weekend. one old friend showed up at the house looking for me. i called the cops and now hes in jail. thats a long story. but to make it short hes not aloud around my son and he was there. so anyways i stayed clean for this weekend which makes two and half years now. im still having problems walking but im doing ok. the chemo is making me sick so i don't make alot of meetings. i hate that because those meetings help me out so much so im trying to work on coming to at least the ones online. so im trying to go. will anyway thanks you all for been here. i give thanks for all of you. remember one day at a time or maybe for you a second, minutes, a hour whatever works for you. i use the seconds it works for me. i love to hear from you write me gothicninjayon@gmail.com