I found out this morning a good friend of mine who was active killed him self this morning. I truly am grateful and fuckin pissed off at the same time. It reminds me of how selfish i was out there and it could very well be me. He didn't kill him self, he killed those who love him. Another reason i am so adamit (hope thats spelt right) about this upcoming poster drive. If your area doesnt have one START ONE! Even if it affects one addict. With great love to the program of Narcotics Anonymous. THANK YOU!
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Im not the man im going to be. But im not the man i used to be
sorry for you loss man<when my best friend shot himself in the early morning after we were done partying,i was so distraught and angry,i hear you .For years i carried guilt that I should have seen it coming or done something, until I unloaded in my 4th step inventory and found some peace(never realized how deep it was until i broke down and my sponsor says,looks like you were hanging on to something.i'll say.Stay clean ,THANKSGIVING for us is everyday in recovery but give all an extra hug today!!peace
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
We hang our flyers anywhere that will let us that has our help line on it and hopefully it helps somebody and if youd like you can email your local region and they will have more to share about it
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Im not the man im going to be. But im not the man i used to be
