hmmm...the little guy representing "frustrated" seems appropriate here! I have a hard time accepting some of my brain damage from being a garbage head for so long...it's never going to get better and it really messes with me when I am exceptionally stressed...so my job is to keep the stress level down, which ain't often ez, as hard wired as I seem to be for fight-or-flight,and nothing in between! Thank God for the steps and the fellowship...it's all about balance and I think that is one of the gifts I at least get a chance to attain, as long as I don't use.
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From dying and surviving to living and thriving. LeeU
That i have a problem with controlling my emotions fear anger and resentment, this is very humbling I feel like at 48 years old I should have it together and be in control much better then i do, i act like a spoiled brat and throw tantrums that have gotten so far out of control i nearly lose all control, I hate this aspect of my personalty time for step 7.