When I was all gung ho, and confident, about taking the ex back to court- I was so happy! I have looked at my posts from right before that, and after....and how 1 meeting with 1 lawyer can affect my whole well being. If the negative things I heard from that one meeting affected me that much, how could I survive a long hard battle? That scares me. i HAVE to be sure that I am ready, and able to not use no matter what. I feel like Im letting outside influences affect my inner being far too much. My girls need me to a strong, positive,sober influence far more than they need me to get custody( thats the main important question??)
Am I thinking too much and not letting my HP take care of it? well if I have to ask the question, I guess theres my answer....:)
Hey Carol! it is good when we can see ourselves comin!!!Thats the awareness working the "process" can bring. Being honest ,openminded and willing to do the right thing will bring the positive spiritual results our HP guides us toward. I like it when we all repeat '' we didnt get here overnite,so 'EASY DOES IT"! Have a great day peace.......
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