hello,,every one Iam new here!! just taking it one min at a time. ive been clean 12 years. but feel like ive been put through the ringer so many times and i hav noone to blame,,but myself! i am speaking of getting into relationships that left me feeling drained, empty and lonely! kinda like my addiction to drugs did! thanks for letting me share here for a sec. i am keeping it clean ! if you havnt heard it today yet.....i love you guys!!!!!
Hi welcome. Ive been in this forum for some years now and believe it is an integral part of my recovery.
Angry outburts caused by sudden irresponsible talk from people is still an issue.
I find it very offensive that when I am on my own serene routine, there are these casual accuaintainces who will talk out of context and read my acitions as to accuse me of wrongdoing.
IU usually shout at them, but later realize that I am powerless over others actions, and have a choice today to stay in or out of that insanity.
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!
I actually needed to hear that as much as you needed this board! Being clean 2 and half years , I got complacent and am just sick(for lack of a better word!) Talking to other people with clean time who understand helps a bunch!!
The boards been kind of quiet the last couple days but there are alot of good people here that have big hearts!U have picked a good place to go!im fairly new here too, and I dont go a day without checking it. ALot of good things come out of these posts. Things I need to hear, a thought I needed to wrap my head around. All of it helps.
Keep Coming Back. I promise you its almost never this quiet
see...when I started writing that you had only one response! I pushed the post reply button and there was Mike and Raman! good people. great big hearts and alot of recovery to give away!
Welcome Marshall good to have you keep posting and keep in touch. I can relate on the relationship thing but it gives you a chance to just forcus on yourself now and get comfortable with just you, hang in there.
